Would I go to any lengths?
That is the question that has been on my mind the last couple days
Will I go to any lengths to accomplish anything? Or do I look for the path with least resistance?
That path of least resistance has been my chosen path for most of my life.
I stop doing things because they get complicated, or become difficult
I stop doing things because I think people would not approve of my chosen path
Is that what I want? Is that the best I can do?
Going to any lengths can sound intimidating, can’t it?
Being fearless in the face of adversary, trying to go against the norm. Stepping outside of my comfort level.
There it is, my comfort level. I like being comfortable. I like it too much to where I do not want things to change and I am willing to settle, to accept things for what they are instead of pushing them to new levels, new limits.
Look where it got me. Six months ago I was a total mess, trust me when I tell you this. I was emotionally, spiritually and physically bankrupt. Because I always looked for an easier, softer way.
Am I willing to go to any lengths to change?
I have to. I want to. I need to.
Am I willing to step out of this comfort zone and risk actually living life?
God I hope so. Wait, there it is. God….Hope…..God…..Hope
Hmmm……maybe it won’t be so bad. Maybe I can change…..
Screw maybe, it’s gonna be freaking good, great even.
So when is it going to start?
Just as soon as I surrender and stop pretending that I have all the answers and start paying attention.
Time’s up, 10 minutes of writing whatever was on my mind, you just got a glimpse of what is inside of it.
Have a great day, I’m going to