I know, but….

When does it all change?

When will I be able to free myself from this self-bondage?

I want to do better, to feel better, but something inside stops me.

I see happy, joyous and free all around me, I want that….I need that.

I know the answer, I see the answer, I know what needs to be done, but I don’t want to do it. I’m afraid.

When you have felt a certain way for so long, it becomes part of you, whether it is good or bad, and letting go of that feeling is like giving up part of your soul.

I know, but….

About joatmon14

Man in recovery from everything, looking for a little help, inspiration and direction.... Have spent the last 25 years working in big business, getting lost in all the chaos, not feeling like what I did mattered. By no means am I a professional writer nor do I even think I am that good, but it is something I love to do. Getting lost in a world of words, even for just a little while is why I started my blogs. In reality, at the age of 49 I am trying to find my voice. To find my passion. Maybe starting a little late, but better late than never. I write for me, I enjoy reading other's thoughts very much as well and look forward to the day that I can hold an extended, intelligent, meaningful conversation with YOU View all posts by joatmon14

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