When does it all change?
When will I be able to free myself from this self-bondage?
I want to do better, to feel better, but something inside stops me.
I see happy, joyous and free all around me, I want that….I need that.
I know the answer, I see the answer, I know what needs to be done, but I don’t want to do it. I’m afraid.
When you have felt a certain way for so long, it becomes part of you, whether it is good or bad, and letting go of that feeling is like giving up part of your soul.
I know, but….